You were very smart to get yourself out of a bad situation. I know it's not an easy thing to do. I left my first marriage with three little kids under the age of 9 and you know...it was easier than being in that marriage. I didn't look back. I met a wonderful man who loved me and my kids. We have been married 26 years and had 3 more kids together. He loves them all. There is life out there. Hang in there and take one day at a time. You have friends here if you need us.