so sorry to hear you waited so long - sometimes people can make you feel as if your being on earth is akin to being a mud puddle!
When you wake up everyday just think, its one more day farther away from all that and one day closer to becoming perfectly happy about your whole self! Every step you take thru the day puts distance between you and your past.
when you need a boost, just give a shout and we'll tell you how good it is you're here, too. (I always liked the cliches: God doesn't make mistakes, and God doesn't make junk! You are just fine the way you are, you just need help actually accepting it! well, we'll help you :thumbup: ) sharet