I am sure that if I traveled down the same road I would make the same choices that I did in the past. I have a good husband of 48 years, 4 good kids with spouses and nine grandkids, nice home, retired, etc.......however, I would have liked to have the ability to meet and keep friends. I am not shy as such, but somehow I guess I am just a boring person or else I just don't put forth the effort of pursuing friendship. Oh well you can't have everything.