QC and Shemjo, thank you. I have gotten back into my good zone now. I love the idea of being my own friend. I feel better, so stressed about the babies coming and nothing I can do about it. But relax and wait and enjoy it when it happens, right? I could talk to a friend better than I can to myself and being my own friend is something I have to remember! but I have you wonderful women to help me to soldier on!!!! Tomorrow I walk in a parade which will help me lessen stress. QC I wondered where you were? Pam