Purple, are you feeling better now, with all our consolations? This board sure gives us a community who understands.
My best advice is to wait at least a week to decide what to do about this ...maybe it's just to wait some more, I don't know. This reminds me of grief; they always say to not make any big decisions right away or you might regret it later.
And, if you don't mind, would you tell us what you've decided and if there was any conversation about it, how it was received?
Good luck on "letting it go", for your own peace of mind.