Looks great to me! You are way to hard on yourself, and you have been way to close to the project to see the beauty! I love it! Wash it and you will surprise how diffrently it will look. Just enjoy the simply beauty! They don't always have to be perfect to love! I know I kept my imperfected quilt because I know I will love it! I appreciate the beauty of it every day when I wrap up in it and it keeps me warm and loved.