Oh I know! I recently visited some shops in our area that I haven't ever been too. While they were nice and everyone was pleasant, I won't make a special trip back. They just didn't excite me. Fun to go and of course I bought things. I find I have some that are my favorite. I have never ordered fabric online and hope people support there local stores and others when they get a chance. I hope you find your special fabric, when your looking you can never find it, it seems when your not looking it is everywhere.