I think it is very admirable that you are apologizing for what you said. I too felt frustrated with the changes, and I am still not very proficient at manoevring the website, but I'm getting there. The fact of what you've been through, and that you don't have a partner to vent your frustrations with, and also the fact that going on the board is a big part of your day (lunch hour), I can certainly understand anything you might have posted. Personally, I did not read your post, that I know of, so I don't know exactly what you said, but as far as I'm concerned, we need to forgive one another unconditionally. Thanks for your transparency.