Not every one likes the same hobby, that's for sure!! I hope you can find some thing that brings you satisfaction. My SIL always admires my family's love of creating and wishes she had a hobby she loved to do, as she grows older. She doesn't care for sewing, but loves what others make. It really is fun to me to handle fabric and sew! Good Luck if you try again and it clicks for you or if you try another hobby. Meanwhile, stick around and share with us!