OH, my. Yes. I am in a foul mood. Thie last week tears have flowed for no specific reason. Why am I not elated with basal cell carcinoma being successfully removed from my nose? Or a successful lumpectomy and benign lymph nodes? Just have to decide on oncologist and type of radiation. Cut out a lot of non-acknowledged Christmas gifting. DH has been ill with many operations since we married in 1998 [double knee replacement, 6-way by-pass, multiple heart attacks, thryoid operation, etc.] and all of a sudden there is another case of Afib when I could have used some TLC this month. I have never admitted to a Bah Hum Bug type of Christmas, but am really close to it this year. BUT things will get better, and life will go on.