Glad to know there are others out there and not afraid to admit it. My daughter was killed 42 years ago and I fight the holidays every year. Her birthday was Dec. 21st. I am bipolar and fight SAD also. The economy has not helped me at all. It is nice to have people admit this. My friends and family just don't seem to understand how hard it is for me.
I pray every year that it will get better, but it never does.