On a bright note, I have to say this was one of my favorite Christmas's. My children are older now and can help with the decorating, wrapping, cooking and cleaning. So I do not feel so alone in its craziness. I spent time with the people that meant something to me, I did not fill my calandar this year with obligations that I did not want to do. We kept it simple. A friend once told me to find one happy moment in every day and focus on that, somehow it makes everything else that happens seem less important. Some days the my happy moment can be as simple as the way I feel after I exercise. Wish all of you many happy memories this year,