Robyn,
You and your family are in my heart as this horrible time of
loss for you all.
If you find that you can not continue with your sp let me know
I will GLADLY (as I know many others would also) step up to fill
in for you. I am pretty sure that everyone may (I hope) agree
with me that at this time a SP swap is the last thing you need
to think about.
My heart and love goes to your family.
Hugs dear lady.