Thank you for sharing your story. I'm sorry you are dealing with cancer, a cheating husband and the loss of two beloved dogs, but I also believe that Ms Kitty was put in your path for a reason. She needs you and you need someone to give you unconditional love, as animals do. I have 3 friends who are breast cancer survivors and my niece had a bilateral mastectomy and then had reconstructive surgery. One of my other nieces told me that Bert was excited to be getting her "nipples" and she would be all put together again. Yes, God has a plan and he gives us what we need not always what we want when we want it. I'd lost my "lap cat" Casper after only 6 years to liver failure. Then a couple years later my friend and I were coming back from a quilt class when she decided to take the scenic way home. I saw the sign for the animal shelter, so we changed course and went to the shelter. None of the cats struck my fance, there was a 29 lb. cat, but all he did was sit or lay down - not a good option. Then the girl pointed to a black cat behind the door named Terry, my friend's name. She put her in my arms and Terry immediately cuddled under my chin. I did the test held her upside down and backwards and she didn't object. When I went to put her down, she didn't want to go. Terry said I had to get her and couldn't change her name because it would annoy my DH, who wasn't supportive of a new cat. He even went so far as to tell me to take her back and get two kittens. I refused but told him I would drive him to the shelter to get a kitten. Well TJ is still a love, we've moved to an apt. and have separate bedrooms because I need some privacy and we are together 24/7. She sleeps in my bed, sometimes crawling under the comforter to sleep on me or will sleep above my head. She's part dog as she follows me everywhere, but she is the onetrue constant that I can couint on. Enjoy Ms. Kitty they give u nconditional love when you need it the most.