I love your line ... "hoping it was something I could over come". I do not think it is anything to concern yourself with. I used to think I wanted to do a bargello, but now I admit that I just do not like them. That is the next project our group is doing, I am am passing. Being honest with myself, I'll still be trying to finish the one we are working on now. If we all liked the same things, we would have no varieties to choose from and nothing new under the sun.