Hi my name is Janice If anyone asked me what I did I would say I was a quilter. But I feel lost the past 3 months. My daughter was the victim of a crime you can google Joyce Baresel rock thrower Cincinnati if you would like to read her story. Since this has happened to her the joy I got from quilting or anything for that matter has been lost. I want to get that excitement back. The feel and colors of the fabric. The decisions of what pattern to use. I came here to be inspired, the quilts posted are beautiful quilts. I want to get back in the swing of things our lives have been changed forever. I just don't know why but I can not pick up a needle or cut out fabric I am hoping by reading posts and seeing pictures I will get back part of my old life back even if it is just a little part and that would be through quilting. I hope this wasn't a downer introduction and that once I get quilting again you will enjoy me as a member and I will contribute to the forum.