you are far better than I am-I can't use a pattern to save my soul!! Every time I try it turns out wonky. Weird sized squares-lopsided squares and so on. Wish I could use a pattern or understand the directions because I love some of them I have purchased.
Just can't get past the wording- I am dyslexic so I have that problem as well. I love to read and at times have to reread passages in books 2 or 3 times to understand what is going on.
Instead of giving up just do what you are best at-I just sew the strips or blocks together and hope for the best. I know that whoever gets the quilt will like it as it will keep them warm.
We all have our strengths and weaknesses so celebrate what you can do and enjoy it.