long arm
I too had buyers remorse when I bought my long arm. Had a hard time as I really wanted to be good right now and that didn't happen. Wondered why I had spent soo much money on something I couldn't do.So I took a few classes and got a little more comfortable and had to find my style of quilting and now I have to say I really enjoy it.
Hang in there, it will get better.
grammy.mj