Many years ago I was a juror in a murder trial. The guy went to his mother's and beat her to death with a hammer. They tried to get him off by saying he was insane when he did it. He went to a hardware store and bought some duct tape and a hammer. He got someone to take care of his pet rabbit. He took the bus to his mother's town, broke into her house and killed her. He then cleaned himself up, called a taxi and went home. It was the hardest thing I have ever done but I think I did it well. I concentrated very hard on getting all the facts etc. I am glad I did it but never again. We found him guilty and he got life without payroll. It took a lot out of me. I was drained when I got home. It took me about 3 or 4 days to recover.