I just finished a quilt in the colors my mom loved(purples) and it was in our local guild show this past weekend. I know how hard this is on you. It's still tough on me and my mom passed away a year ago. She absolutely loved all my quilts and wall hangings. It was great when I was stuck with a color combo cuz she could sit back and say I think this one is the one you should go with. Miss her everyday....it will get better for you, I promise. Let yourself grieve, it's so important to do that. Just take it one day at the time. Your quilt is beautiful...keep going ((((hugs)))))