Thanks Ladies! You're already helping the guilt to go away
Luvstoquilt; I actually did not have children with him. He is my 2nd husband, and together we have custody of 6 children (my 1 daughter and my 5 stepchildren); although now we are down to 5 because 1 turned 18 last year and moved out in late Nov. Thank you again Luvstoquilt and Pandamommy for making me feel better.