If you REALLY want to feel depressed about your quilting, go to a quilt show, especially a large show. LOL LOL I have been quilting for nearly 30 years and have definitely improved over the years but I feel the same way as you do. Recently, I was putting together an applique large wall hanging, got to a certain spot and decided it was so bad that I came "that" close to throwing the whole thing away. However, I had so much work into it that I just shoved it up on a shelf. Much later I came across it , got to looking at it and it didn't seem so bad after all so I am now in the process of finishing it. Hang in there, it is surprising how much your work seems to improve when it gets a little age on it. LOL