I do understand this. I used to be into scrapbooking, and had so much stuff I'd never use anymore. So I sold it to my neighbor at a huge loss. Thats ok,though, I'd rather do that to see it get used and make someone happy.
Sometimes we move on, and thats ok.
Just to be on the safe side, anyone else in jcrow's position, I'd be happy to help! LOL! I'd give my right arm to find one cheap!