barbewest, first stop crying....that really isn't helping. Second are you able to find fabric similar to the kit? If so you could just obtain some "new" fabric and try recutting. I too find that I have to re-cut items, so don't despair, I feel your pain. I blame mine on being left-handed but it's just an excuse. Remember this is your first attempt at doing something new and unfamiliar, you are learning, it's okay to take your time and relax; if you are too frustrated put it down for a while and work on something else until you are ready. Your son has lived his whole life without this quilt another few days will not be so bad. And I am sure he will definately understand. If not, just send him to the lovely ladies on the QB and we will set him straight! Chin up, you can do this!