Sounds like you have a wonderful time ahead of you and that you have put everything in proper prospective in regards to your job. Don't let it ruin the gift of your extended summer vacation. I retired the end of March and am enjoying my first summer off since I was 14. Not crazy about the heat but it's the only thing I have to deal with....can definitely deal with it. I'm a true believer that things work out the way they are supposed to.