So sorry about your dear husband. Regardless of the circumstances, it is never easy to lose a cherished companion. I think you will find quilting very therapeutic. When you are ready, reach out to other quilters too. The quiltingboard is great for that, but nothing beats an old fashioned sewing bee. There is nothing like sharing your progress with friends. Your quilts are beautiful and I know you will have many more to show us in the future. Just take it at your own pace.