You really did a good job on that potholder, you just don't realize it. From the picture that you posted I think it looks quite nice . I made my first free motion quilt this summer and like you was not thrilled with the outcome and yes, it was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I gave it for a baby shower gift anyway and would you believe the new mother loved it so much it is now hanging in the baby's room. Don't give up, keep practicing and let us know how you are doing.