I was working on the next block but the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with was here today to pick up his stuff. I feel so sad and lonely. It's so weird seeing somebody you love walk out of your life, knowing you will never see that person again. All this time I was hoping maybe.....when we see each other again.....it will take time to get over him. My mom married my step dad when she was 61 years old, I will turn 61 this December but no second marriage for me in the near future.