Well still no word from my partner so i guess i will just give up on this month.maybe dec. will be better because i know that Nov. is gonna be bad. I will have a birthday for the first time in 50yrs by myself.and i have already started crying everyday.I started receiving packages yesterday of my Sisters things so that makes it even harder. Sorry to blab but this is the only place i have to blab. I do have a dq made but will just keep it for myself.so K if you will just count me off the list it will be ok.