You know, there are/were many famous artists (and I include quilters in this group) whose work was considered "ugly" at the time their work was done. Pick almost any impressionist painter, for instance. You did a admirable job putting the fabric together. Your workmanship seems first rate. I think it took a great deal of imagination and talent to put the colors and patterns together the way you did. Not to mention the amount of work/time it took to create. Why not give it some time and then see what you think?