Krystyna,
I can only offer prayers to help you get through all of this as I can't imagine the devestation and loss you must feel on a daily basis. please know that all of us here on the QB think about you daily. thank you for taking the time to drop in and let us know how your doing. please drop by anytime you can as this board may help take your mind in a lighter direction. i'm trying to hold down the swap for you until you decide you want to take it back over. i don't mind as it is the least i can do for you!