Krystyna,
words can not express what all of us feel here and how you are coping with all of this. We had a mudslide hit a house we lived in CA when I was a teenager and the mud buried so much of all our things., even my dad/s car. So I can understand only a small portion of what you are going through. And I mean a small portion. I am happy to hear that you do have an apt. to live in, a roof over your heads to keep warm and I guess the rest will all sort itself out as the time passes on.
I am curious.......do you and your neighbors get to rebuild your homes again or how does that work?
Barb