Someone, back a few pages, gave me permission to call in and stay home for a day. Thank you. I took your advice. 3 times. Yep, 3 days I didn't leave my house. Just sewed my heart out. So........now that I have the stuff done that was causing me stress, I can start my runner. I also have a DQ to make for another swap. I found some material I just love and I think I will use it for both. Just in different ways...... Still thinking...... But thanks, permission was all I needed.