Well I talked to the principal today about my issues in the classroom. She was kinda shocked at what I said. I told her I am so frustrated and upset that some days I cry on the way home. (I am not a cryer) I have a mouth guard because I have been gritting and grinding my teeth in my sleep. I bit thru it the other night. I just decided enough is enough. I hope I didn't start something I am going to regret. I feel like the teacher hates me. I told her I feel like I could say the sky is blue and I would get a look like "what the hell are you talking about." I told the principal I need to bet out of there and have been applying for jobs elsewhere. I feel like I could walk out today if I didn't need the health insurance.
She is going to talk to the director of special ed and see what she can do for me. She isn't making any promises because there aren't any jobs out there. Hopefully this will help and not make it worse.