I had to laugh at this "dilemma" ya got going on there, sorry. For 2 months I couldn't find my best( & favorite) rotary cutter and was reduced to using my little tiny one to cut all my quilts with. I swore Chunky, my grandson, ran off with it and searched all 3 of his toy boxes and everywhere else he hides things. For 2 months! Then, while cleaning up the studio and working on the scrap bins last week, I ran across a lump at the bottom of one. Yep, there it was. Now how on earth it wound up at the bottom of a scrap bin that hadn't been touched in a year, I am utterly clueless. But, I sure hope ya find your stuff.