It is an extremely difficult situation to be in and I understand completely, the not knowing what is going to happen is to me a scary thing. Yes, it makes you feel really low and malaise takes over life. Try to hang in there and things will work themselves out somehow. I find great solace in looking through QB and various quilt blogs etc. My 'medicine' which I need to see me through my difficulties. I am trying to get back to quilting and taking it slowly at my pace but I am getting there. Take each day as it comes. Work on your gorgeous, beautiful and lovely quilt and all other positive adjectives not mentioned here, at your pace and it will bring you happiness once again. Slowly but I believe, surely.
Your quilt is extremely beautiful, in fact, all your work is fantastic and I look forward to seeing more of it in the months to come. Hang in there. When you are ready, if you feel you need to, see your doctor for help. Don't let things take over, you take them over first! Best wishes.
