Welcome back Pam, or at least I am so glad to see you posting again. I have missed you. Your BOM is drop dead gorgeous! I love it and as always, your color choices are total eye candy.
Sorry to hear about your job, that can really mess with your head, having that kind of uncertainty hanging over your head like that. I was in a situation like that and it did throw me into a "death sprial" of depression. Then a coworker put it this way to me... "Just ride the gravy train for as long as you can. The worst that can happen is we get laid off and we go find a new job. Worry about things you CAN change, don't spend valuable brain power on the stuff you can't". It seemed overly simplistic but I decided to follow his advice and speak to my Dr. who put me on an anti-depressant. The two combined did the trick. I did get laid off but found a much better job in approximately 6 months.