Don't know that I can say anything that hasn't already been said in this thread. Just know that here in Ky I'm pullin' for ya! Your paper piecing is spectacular and I share a love of it with you. The applique as well! Your color choices are so pretty, hope I can reach your level of expertise in my own work some day! Keep on keepin' on, worryin' won't solve
a thing. Immerse yourself in your beautiful quilting and let come what may. God loves you and I know everybody here will keep you in their prayers! Great support network among quilters on this board.