Pam I have looked for your work & comments on the board and have missed seeing you on here. I have always enjoyed your exceptional work. In our darkest days it is difficult to remember that this too shall pass. Things may not always turn out as we planned but they ALWAYS turn out as they were meant to. Jan in VA is correct in suggesting that you should say with us. This is a wonderful group. We wont let you down, please see your doctor. God Bless.