Hello & Welcome from NE Alabama. Don't look back on what you've lost, look to what you now have & all the new friends you'll gain here on QB. I too lost everything once, but with the help of some great family & friends I've gained much more than I had before. Sounds like you're slowly figuring things out & Rome wasn't built in a day. You'll be quilting with the best of the best on here & ask questions. You'll be so surprised at how many answers you'll get. TTUL...............