I'm proud to say that I was the blessed recipient your quilt kits, Jeanne. I'm sorry you're feeling disorganized to the point that you don't want to quilt. Is there any fabric that you KNOW you will never use? I'd suggest selling it here or better still, giving it to a guild for charity quilts. Definitely give yourself permission to stop buying for a while. Get out one project that you will love and focus on that, nothing else. Maybe that will get you back in the groove again. Good luck.