Oh my, I know just how you feel!! I took an FMQ class and felt like a complete and total failure! Although I haven't attempted it again, I have a better outlook and much more information than when I first attempted it. I agree with looking at Leah Day's website for alot of great inspiration!! Have heart, don't beat yourself up, or psych yourself out saying you can't do it... it takes tons and tons of practice and alot of patience. Just practice on a quilt sandwich made up just for practicing FMQ. That's what I plan to do, just lots and lots of practice!!