Everyone has valid and very good advised. I know I will be staying in my job, you are all right. Very very hard to give up a great salary, benefits and fairly secure job. But I am so disappointed in it. I have lost my sparkle for this job. Maybe it's just the weather and I will feel better when the warm sunny days are back, it might honestly be that and I should look into this aspect. But I think I will still do some research and even but an ad somewhere for quilt and rug repairs and see what happens. Even a few jobs once in a while will be some extra income and will make me feel better I think. Thanks everyone!