I can't have the best out there either. I don't mind at all. I am proud of the fact that I make very nice, pretty quilts. I use a Brother machine that I bought from a friend for $25. I cut and sew my quilts on my coffee table in my living room. It is a wonder that they turn out as good as they do, but that makes me happy.
You don't have to have the best, just do the best job you can with what you do have.