Well this IS belated...Happy Birthday Krystyna! Robin...I too am sorry you are having such challenges. One of the ladies I met during a chemo treatment for a family member says she gets through the actual session by visualizing the medicine attacking what is hurting her. Of course there are no right answers...whatever has to be your way. I am impressed with your attitude...which has to be a major factor in getting through this. I know you have a lot of really positive energy working for you, especially in the form of this quilting venue. You are touching and connecting with women all over the U.S. That is a good thing!