It is so good to find other people who run down their own path. I've had a difficult life because I think, speak and act different than those around me. You guys are the greatest!
I see a pattern that I like and imitate it in my own way .... sometimes it comes out good, sometimes it goes to the dogs or the rag bin. As try as I might, I can't follow a pattern true .... sometimes even the tutorials drive me batty.