Marslaura your not alone. I think A LOT of us do that give give give but never make for our own use. I think thats why I loved doing the quilt for quilters swap also. You got to make for someone else which to me is fun and yet you got something just for you back also.
Ssnare dont tell the quilt police I promise to be good! honest (fingers behind back again doing that happy twisty dance)..