My stash isn't much smaller, but I'm not horrified by it...I'm delighted by it! I have given myself permission to keep as much fabric as I want, and I use fabric from my stash quite a bit. I add to it quite a bit too...I don't see a problem with that as long as it's not piled up to the point where it's getting destroyed (now THAT would be horrifying) and I'm not overspending...I'm still paying all my bills, putting money in savings, even started saving for my niece & nephew's college funds. So I figure as long as it's all under control the size of the stash doesn't matter one bit!