Sorry you are feeling depressed and not sewing, I get sad too when I can't sew because my hands are so bad and I can't sit for long because of spinal problems --- but just going through my books and fabrics help, plus looking here on the forum, what a great bunch of people,always something to learn,even for oldies like me. Plus there is always a giggle or two to brighten the day.Hope you will soon be back on form,Love Lettyx