Its is a miracle when you hold that child. I just wish it wasn't 9 months of torture to get there. I hated every last minute of pregnancy was so glad when she was finally here and out of me. I was sick the day after she was concieved, yes didn't need a month to past to let me know I was pregnant. I hope she appreciated one day what I went through for her to be here. the only thing I enjoyed was when she moved and I could feel her, but the sickness, the back pain, extreme exhaustion, gestational diabetes, the needles( I am needle phobic), swollen ankles, heartburn, etc. Than oh the indescribable pain of childbirth. Everytime I think of having another I just think, do I really want to go through 9 months of that again.